last straw

Happy St Valentines.

♡

I let my guard down.
again.
i wonder when i'll ever stop trying.
last straw okay? Last straw.
i hope i know what i'm doing.
i hope.

I deleted you off my messenger list, your photos off my facebook and i'm giving this another chance. Talk about building from scratch. I know what you're thinking cause i'm thinking the exact same thing. "When will she ever learn?" Maybe i'm fickle, maybe i'm just a sucker or maybe, i'm just too sensitive. The problem could lie with me. I'd like to find out too. I hope this is the last trick i have in my stupid tall hat.
Besides, if i'm single, would you date me?
You?
Ahh..i thought so.